Bad idea
Eating decently healthy and lower calories for almost two weeks then eating pasta and taco bell today, bad idea. My body hates me right now.
Why?? (rambling rant)
I like you and its frustrating. No matter how mad I get at you or how many arguments we’ve been in you eventually come back and I keep allowing it. You say you don’t want a girlfriend and that you can’t trust anyone yet you act the complete opposite when we’re together, and you tell me things you haven’t told other people. When I’m with you I’m happy. I forget about anything else. When you kiss me, I don’t want it to stop. But you won’t take it farther. Now you’re leaving in 9 days for bootcamp and I’ll probably never see you again and the chances of us talking again depends on if you choose to. I wish you would just tell me how you really feel. I wish we could be together. I get it I’m not ideal and your parents would hate me but their ignorance is ridiculous. I’m going to miss you like crazy. Its been two years of this. Why can’t you just make it official? Ugghhhh.
